Friday, May 28, 2010
No vacancy!!!
Friends thanx for your feedback that i have been receiving for the last couple of days.It's 10:30pm by my watch actually it is always 15 to 20 minute's late than the other ones seems to become lazy like me anyways this is the time when i usually sit on my PC not for studying of course.But today it is not something like that because tomorrow i have to go for an interview so still trying to make myself feel that tomorrow, it is going to be a rocking day for me because if i clear that no tensions anymore in my life and if i dont do so the things will remain the same .This is not the first time i am preparing for an interview it has happened with me 100's of time but as we say every beginning is a first step towards a victory so keeping that thinking in my mind hope for something good i went asleep in a few moments.by morning i got up by 5 am .It really hurts when u get up that early but when it comes to job no more procrastination.by 7:30 i need to make my way towards the venue but it is never so early when it comes to a job interview and recession made all the guys so punctual that they reach to the venue at least 2 hours before when i reached there i felt like standing in a reservation queue every one was rushing for his turn to get inside god knows when the vacancies get closed....this time NO VACANCY!!!!!! banner seems to be like a worst enemy, thank god this time i didnt have to see that horrible banner.After registration i was sent to the waiting area now this is the time when you can meet a no. of billgates without any prior appointment.well these are the the things which enthuse the freshers who are coming for very first time but i am no more a fresher now and have become used to of it.well the first guy was called and suddenly all of the billgates comes to their originality .when that guy came back the facial expression was like that the entire panel of interviewer asked him the questions about his virgintiy and he seemed like that he couldnot proove himself as pure as his academics well moving on to the next billgates the guy was with full of confidence and when he came back his expressions were no more different..Finally the moment came when i was called inside.It was a huge confrennce hall normally they guys ask you about your academics ,like,Which was your favourite subject during your schooling this is the time when candidate tries to play smartly but he forgets that the "giants"who are sitting there are the players like a winning world cup team .If you tell them that i used to like physics no wonder a physics geek would be sitting there to welcome you in his own way, well if u need to play smartly just tell them i used to like sinskrit i bet no one can raise even a finger on you then .One of them interviewer asked me about a question on sql i replied back confidently but you know his facial expressions were like that i asked him to prove virginity of his daughter but anyways i know that this is the trick that they always play to check out your confidence and i was experienced enough to play with them.Then they kept on firing the questions on me like a Osama's new AK-56 .the atmosphere of the room had become like a "aap ki adalat" their faces were as same as "Rajat" with no expressions left on it.suddenly a geek from the panel raised his hand and asked me to show my marksheets the moment i was fearing for finally standing before me like a giant.his expressions were like he is reading a charge sheet of an history-sheter well i guess he was remembering his past days ..after that he started staring at me like i had asked for his daughter to marry me.well no issues i have become used to of all that then he told me that every unemployed person is used to of "We will let you know" ,somewhere this means that we would never like to see you again.Today i was so depressed as usual and took their leave when i came outside one of the guy who got selected was like billgates has given him the 50% share of "Microsoft",so one more failure was added to my career but no worries it happens and we can not change the things in our way .so would prepare for another interview and would get the chance to meet no. of billgates again of course without no prior appointment......
Saturday, May 22, 2010
A short but still a beautiful phase of life
Today i am very happy because my cell phone is ringing continuously first time ever in my life from the day i purchased it.guys do not take it in otherwise all the calls are from my relatives and friends u must be amazed what strange in this but for a guy like me it happens once in a while.A monotonous guy with always negative things in mind,fed up with his life but i did not know that the best things are always there waiting for you but they need some time to be happened and finally that day had come today after all after a lot of hard work,a lot of stress ,making lots of commitment with god i got the job today.Getting a job you know in today's competition where environment like you are surrounded with lots of crammer and you need to defeat them like sparton's defeated the persian's and today finally i won the crown of a job felt like representing india and winning a gold medal at the same time.Somewhere i was feeling like my best days are waiting for me ahead.Everybody is so happy at home but at the same time feeling bad that their son going to be shifted to some other place .You must have noticed that the emotions of you family members come out when you are going out for so long .And the entire atmosphere of home is just like you are going to fight on loc and wont be coming back.anyways after passing through all the phases finally i stepped out for delhi.Indian Railways my god if you ask me would never be on time my train was 2 hours delayed for no reason
finally the train came i need to make myself settled on birth no.36 this time i made it finally for the first time i got lower birth feeling like being proud of me the train departed for delhi .By early in morning i reached to delhi .it was too cold there .i had to make my way to gurgaon and after a journey of around 28 hours i was in gurgaon .i reached office around 10 a very first day of mine over there every one was like stranger for me .i was sitting there silently in a induction room and was signing the papers like a president of america and indian prime minister signing a deal on nuclear power my hands started shaking after a while and finally a moment came when i was told you can leave for the day .Finally i was out of the office and was wandering in gurgaon everything was new for me over here their culture ,their food ,their language.except one thing "Girls" they are always the same
by 9 i reached home went asleep with in a few moments.finally the day came for what every graduate wait"office time" .my office was something like a huge building like whitehouse and entering inside i was feeling like barack obama .every one was looking at me like a fresher in a college.well passing them all i reached to my manager's cabin where he introduced me to all the colleagues they were like awesome guys .as it was my first day to office no one make me bothered a bit because they knew that first day at a office is being like a king.anyways when i reached to canteen the food there was entirely different u hardly get to see "dal roti"there every dish was fully loaded with lots of spice."dal rajma""chole kulche"like if u take even a single of them would come to know that by early in the morning.well i took "chole kulche" and as i went to sit on an empty table to take my lunch what did i see i will not forget it for a life time.A beautiful simple girl like an angel without any artificial make up ,lots of innocence on face like a baby ,made her way to my table where i was sitting and was pretending to eat without letting her know that i was actually starring at her.the incident totally changed my perception about the girls that they are always the same .somehow i managed to eat actually we guys get very conscious about our looks when we are sitting with a girl no matter whether she is looking at us or not.well the first day was like awesome for me .the memories of the lunch time was running in my mind and i did not want to sleep at that time i wanted to memorize that moments .by the next morning i rushed to office toady no body welcome me that way anyways i knew that i am no more a king now so better to go to work.while working some one passed by with the same deodorant how can i forget that fragrance that did not let me asleep whole night and made me to come late to office yes it was the same girl my heart started beating fast almost more than a normal pump 80 pupms per minute approx.but before i would fetch her she went away .well when destiny wants you take to someone it starts creating its own way's .can you guys imagine she met me on the same table again that consciousness did not let me eat properly i simply wanted to ask her name but i could not dare .some times few minute's of your daring can change your life entirely i really did not know that
but ultimately a creative mind is masters of all things i tried my own way to talk to her ,stole the employee data using my skills somewhere i was feeling it is not right whatever i am doing but it is stated somewhere that "all is fare in love and war"yes ultimately i was in love with that girl .steady and slowly days were passing by .one day my manager called me up and started starring at me i knew something is fishy there, actually he came to know the things that i did in last three months yes he came to know that i stole the employee data i was standing still was not even able to speak a single word ,because i knew that ,that was my fault ,the thing happened what i was fearing for after struggle of 4 years 3 months i lost my job but did not want to loose that girl who made me to do all these things i immediate made my way to her cabin and wanted to tell her each and every thing what ever i felt for her but found no one was there asked to her colleagues that where is she, came to know that she left her job a day before.i totally burst in tears cursing myself that in my entire life i will not even be able to see that girl...and a short and beautiful phase of my life ended there.........
finally the train came i need to make myself settled on birth no.36 this time i made it finally for the first time i got lower birth feeling like being proud of me the train departed for delhi .By early in morning i reached to delhi .it was too cold there .i had to make my way to gurgaon and after a journey of around 28 hours i was in gurgaon .i reached office around 10 a very first day of mine over there every one was like stranger for me .i was sitting there silently in a induction room and was signing the papers like a president of america and indian prime minister signing a deal on nuclear power my hands started shaking after a while and finally a moment came when i was told you can leave for the day .Finally i was out of the office and was wandering in gurgaon everything was new for me over here their culture ,their food ,their language.except one thing "Girls" they are always the same
by 9 i reached home went asleep with in a few moments.finally the day came for what every graduate wait"office time" .my office was something like a huge building like whitehouse and entering inside i was feeling like barack obama .every one was looking at me like a fresher in a college.well passing them all i reached to my manager's cabin where he introduced me to all the colleagues they were like awesome guys .as it was my first day to office no one make me bothered a bit because they knew that first day at a office is being like a king.anyways when i reached to canteen the food there was entirely different u hardly get to see "dal roti"there every dish was fully loaded with lots of spice."dal rajma""chole kulche"like if u take even a single of them would come to know that by early in the morning.well i took "chole kulche" and as i went to sit on an empty table to take my lunch what did i see i will not forget it for a life time.A beautiful simple girl like an angel without any artificial make up ,lots of innocence on face like a baby ,made her way to my table where i was sitting and was pretending to eat without letting her know that i was actually starring at her.the incident totally changed my perception about the girls that they are always the same .somehow i managed to eat actually we guys get very conscious about our looks when we are sitting with a girl no matter whether she is looking at us or not.well the first day was like awesome for me .the memories of the lunch time was running in my mind and i did not want to sleep at that time i wanted to memorize that moments .by the next morning i rushed to office toady no body welcome me that way anyways i knew that i am no more a king now so better to go to work.while working some one passed by with the same deodorant how can i forget that fragrance that did not let me asleep whole night and made me to come late to office yes it was the same girl my heart started beating fast almost more than a normal pump 80 pupms per minute approx.but before i would fetch her she went away .well when destiny wants you take to someone it starts creating its own way's .can you guys imagine she met me on the same table again that consciousness did not let me eat properly i simply wanted to ask her name but i could not dare .some times few minute's of your daring can change your life entirely i really did not know that
but ultimately a creative mind is masters of all things i tried my own way to talk to her ,stole the employee data using my skills somewhere i was feeling it is not right whatever i am doing but it is stated somewhere that "all is fare in love and war"yes ultimately i was in love with that girl .steady and slowly days were passing by .one day my manager called me up and started starring at me i knew something is fishy there, actually he came to know the things that i did in last three months yes he came to know that i stole the employee data i was standing still was not even able to speak a single word ,because i knew that ,that was my fault ,the thing happened what i was fearing for after struggle of 4 years 3 months i lost my job but did not want to loose that girl who made me to do all these things i immediate made my way to her cabin and wanted to tell her each and every thing what ever i felt for her but found no one was there asked to her colleagues that where is she, came to know that she left her job a day before.i totally burst in tears cursing myself that in my entire life i will not even be able to see that girl...and a short and beautiful phase of my life ended there.........
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Academics sucks!!!!!!!!!!!
Friends thanks a lot for your suggestions for the last blog. I would keep all the suggestions in mind and would try to work on that.This a short and sweet story about a bond between a father and his son. As in our country like india it is said that if a boy is born in a family nothing is required from god no more prayer offerings and all.so the story is about a boy and a bond that he shared with his father.Toady the ssc result is going to be declared the father is very keen about the result of his son because his son has always been a bright student throughout his academics till now.It's been 12'o'clock by the watch and the son is still out of his house.Everybody at home is curious specially the father because ultimately his son is going to add one more success in his career.suddenly the bell rang the boy was standing at the door but the facial expression's of that boy is entirely different as they used to be before suddenly the boy chocked and burst in to tears told his dad that dad i could not make it this time i got lower grades instead of looking after his son in such a condition the father left the room and came back with the steel rod in his hand which he never required before and started beating till he got unconscious. The boy was very helpless today and was thinking that this just a small piece of paper what people call it a marksheet can break the bonds that he shared with his father for all his life till today from the next day onwards his father started abusing him fingering towards the student who were so called toppers.but still there were lots of troubles which were eying towards that boy.were about to happen the next day his father came with a piece of paper in his hand(of course not his marksheet)proclaimed something application form for engineering college.and somehow he made his son convinced to take the admission boy was speechless he had to do whatever his father ordered him .but the destiny wanted to do something else the boy fell in love with music wanted to do something whatever soothes him. College session started and starting few months were kind of rocking for him after all college life is something which lets u feel what exactly life is simultaneously his inclination towards
music was increasing day by day .he wanted to tell his father that he likes music and want to do something away from league but nobody was there to understand him. The day he was fearing for finally came the "semester exams".he studied hard but as we say do whatever u like always and stay away from your disliking the exams were over and the people on the earth get most frightened from, if you ask me is the result of course the same thing happened what happened six months back and everything was identical to that scenario that happened six months before.but that boy had become used to of that .everything up to the last semester was as identical as before and his dreams were somewhere getting killed inside .but who cares everyone want an engineer with a high paid job but he was destined for something else perhaps. Days were passing steady and slowly but nothing came in his hand.one morning his father knocked his door but nobody responded from inside the room anyhow he managed to break in to the room and found his son was hanging by fan the found a notepad written something like dad i tried a lot but could not make it your son is no more a scholar now and has become a loser, i wanted to live my life but these academics would not let me to do so please forgive me.His father burst in to tears and started remembering the past days but thought nothing would come in his hand after all he lost his son just because of the so called "academics"..........
music was increasing day by day .he wanted to tell his father that he likes music and want to do something away from league but nobody was there to understand him. The day he was fearing for finally came the "semester exams".he studied hard but as we say do whatever u like always and stay away from your disliking the exams were over and the people on the earth get most frightened from, if you ask me is the result of course the same thing happened what happened six months back and everything was identical to that scenario that happened six months before.but that boy had become used to of that .everything up to the last semester was as identical as before and his dreams were somewhere getting killed inside .but who cares everyone want an engineer with a high paid job but he was destined for something else perhaps. Days were passing steady and slowly but nothing came in his hand.one morning his father knocked his door but nobody responded from inside the room anyhow he managed to break in to the room and found his son was hanging by fan the found a notepad written something like dad i tried a lot but could not make it your son is no more a scholar now and has become a loser, i wanted to live my life but these academics would not let me to do so please forgive me.His father burst in to tears and started remembering the past days but thought nothing would come in his hand after all he lost his son just because of the so called "academics"..........
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Truth of life
Hi guys and girls this is mrunal here first time ever trying to express the feelings of innerself and believe me that is the most difficult thing i have ever faced afterall i am not blessed like the writers who has the power to express to themselves
in a better way but even then thought of giving it a shot afterall everything needs a little effort and if we start doing so believe me nothing is to be said there that this is something is not "my cup of tea".In the morning when i got up suddenely the thoughts running inside my mind that the things that we are doing in our life are really needed to keep ourselves calm and cool i mean the work we are doing just for our livliehood is good to keep on always or we should follow our "dreams"."Dreams"mean something which doesnt let us sleep.you guys can take my example i m an engineer by work not by "dreams" i have passion for another thing.i have seen number of people who just borns and keep on doing the work without their interests and till the end of their life they keep doing that and the result they got at the end no one can predict except that person .this is something what i felt ......waiting for your response....
in a better way but even then thought of giving it a shot afterall everything needs a little effort and if we start doing so believe me nothing is to be said there that this is something is not "my cup of tea".In the morning when i got up suddenely the thoughts running inside my mind that the things that we are doing in our life are really needed to keep ourselves calm and cool i mean the work we are doing just for our livliehood is good to keep on always or we should follow our "dreams"."Dreams"mean something which doesnt let us sleep.you guys can take my example i m an engineer by work not by "dreams" i have passion for another thing.i have seen number of people who just borns and keep on doing the work without their interests and till the end of their life they keep doing that and the result they got at the end no one can predict except that person .this is something what i felt ......waiting for your response....
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