Today i am very happy because my cell phone is ringing continuously first time ever in my life from the day i purchased it.guys do not take it in otherwise all the calls are from my relatives and friends u must be amazed what strange in this but for a guy like me it happens once in a while.A monotonous guy with always negative things in mind,fed up with his life but i did not know that the best things are always there waiting for you but they need some time to be happened and finally that day had come today after all after a lot of hard work,a lot of stress ,making lots of commitment with god i got the job today.Getting a job you know in today's competition where environment like you are surrounded with lots of crammer and you need to defeat them like sparton's defeated the persian's and today finally i won the crown of a job felt like representing india and winning a gold medal at the same time.Somewhere i was feeling like my best days are waiting for me ahead.Everybody is so happy at home but at the same time feeling bad that their son going to be shifted to some other place .You must have noticed that the emotions of you family members come out when you are going out for so long .And the entire atmosphere of home is just like you are going to fight on loc and wont be coming back.anyways after passing through all the phases finally i stepped out for delhi.Indian Railways my god if you ask me would never be on time my train was 2 hours delayed for no reason
finally the train came i need to make myself settled on birth no.36 this time i made it finally for the first time i got lower birth feeling like being proud of me the train departed for delhi .By early in morning i reached to delhi .it was too cold there .i had to make my way to gurgaon and after a journey of around 28 hours i was in gurgaon .i reached office around 10 a very first day of mine over there every one was like stranger for me .i was sitting there silently in a induction room and was signing the papers like a president of america and indian prime minister signing a deal on nuclear power my hands started shaking after a while and finally a moment came when i was told you can leave for the day .Finally i was out of the office and was wandering in gurgaon everything was new for me over here their culture ,their food ,their language.except one thing "Girls" they are always the same
by 9 i reached home went asleep with in a few moments.finally the day came for what every graduate wait"office time" .my office was something like a huge building like whitehouse and entering inside i was feeling like barack obama .every one was looking at me like a fresher in a college.well passing them all i reached to my manager's cabin where he introduced me to all the colleagues they were like awesome guys .as it was my first day to office no one make me bothered a bit because they knew that first day at a office is being like a king.anyways when i reached to canteen the food there was entirely different u hardly get to see "dal roti"there every dish was fully loaded with lots of spice."dal rajma""chole kulche"like if u take even a single of them would come to know that by early in the morning.well i took "chole kulche" and as i went to sit on an empty table to take my lunch what did i see i will not forget it for a life time.A beautiful simple girl like an angel without any artificial make up ,lots of innocence on face like a baby ,made her way to my table where i was sitting and was pretending to eat without letting her know that i was actually starring at her.the incident totally changed my perception about the girls that they are always the same .somehow i managed to eat actually we guys get very conscious about our looks when we are sitting with a girl no matter whether she is looking at us or not.well the first day was like awesome for me .the memories of the lunch time was running in my mind and i did not want to sleep at that time i wanted to memorize that moments .by the next morning i rushed to office toady no body welcome me that way anyways i knew that i am no more a king now so better to go to work.while working some one passed by with the same deodorant how can i forget that fragrance that did not let me asleep whole night and made me to come late to office yes it was the same girl my heart started beating fast almost more than a normal pump 80 pupms per minute approx.but before i would fetch her she went away .well when destiny wants you take to someone it starts creating its own way's .can you guys imagine she met me on the same table again that consciousness did not let me eat properly i simply wanted to ask her name but i could not dare .some times few minute's of your daring can change your life entirely i really did not know that
but ultimately a creative mind is masters of all things i tried my own way to talk to her ,stole the employee data using my skills somewhere i was feeling it is not right whatever i am doing but it is stated somewhere that "all is fare in love and war"yes ultimately i was in love with that girl .steady and slowly days were passing by .one day my manager called me up and started starring at me i knew something is fishy there, actually he came to know the things that i did in last three months yes he came to know that i stole the employee data i was standing still was not even able to speak a single word ,because i knew that ,that was my fault ,the thing happened what i was fearing for after struggle of 4 years 3 months i lost my job but did not want to loose that girl who made me to do all these things i immediate made my way to her cabin and wanted to tell her each and every thing what ever i felt for her but found no one was there asked to her colleagues that where is she, came to know that she left her job a day before.i totally burst in tears cursing myself that in my entire life i will not even be able to see that girl...and a short and beautiful phase of my life ended there.........
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